man.morning's soo boring.can't wait to go for training later.oohh.yes.nasima's not coming.TEARS. and i'll need to carry the ball bag from redhill to delta for her.hehh.i admit this: im LAZY. haha. but of course i'll be helping her. or else, the whole team will be in DEAD trouble. but coach's not coming today and for a few other trainings. so sad. the last training we had with his was terrible.he was sooo in a bad mood. and damn this sweep of mine. i cant do it correctly. but never mind.i'm going to train hard so that mine will be the same as the other hockers. hehh(:

watched spirit last night. man.it was SOO COOL(: i mean, yes,in a way.haha. it gives me motivation to actually strive hard to achieve my dreams. and talking about dreams, i still dont know what i wanna be.haha. so sad. maybe i will get to know of it as i get older.
my aim now is basically to be in crescent hockey team((: its so stressing me up,to wait till the day coach tells us who's in and who's not. but in the end of the day, im sure there are no regrets for not being in the school team.coz who knows, you might be in the next years, if coach realises that you have what it takes to(:

yes.as you know,im participating in the organ competition next year.well, most probably. not confirmed yet. because ms sara is still doing the arrangement for that super WOW song.haha. i tried to help. but my ears are of no standard compared to hers. and i dont have the patience needed to replay the music again and again like what she's doing now. man. i totally respect her. hehh(:
i just really hope that i'll get good results so that all the hard work me and ms sara put in, ESPECIALLY ms sara, will not be put to waste. well if i dont get good results,then nvm. i still have my examination from grade 7-6 next year too. and im sure everyone who listens to the song that i would be playing would be happy for me(: haha. it always turns out like that, even when i know that i played some mistakes here and there. haha.
i think i would be playing this song called "robot city".yeah.and ya.it disturbs me to actually think of what im supposed to wear on that day i perform.haha. like for anna, she played a jazz song. so she wore something "jazz-y".hhehhh. then the winner of the comp, she played some classical plus something else type of song. and she wore this elegant dress. she looked SWEET. really. haha. and i saw them putting on the make ups. ugh. but well,that was in the finals. and i have a feeling that it would only happen in the finals.so ya. i really hope that i would get into the final round so that the audience can watch me play my music, of course. arranged by ms sara<3